Edward LapointeBefore being drafted into the Marines in 1969, I led a typical life, attending high school and working part-time without any signs of psychiatric issues. During my service, I quickly rose to Lance Corporal, earned a secret clearance, and excelled in arksmanship. However, after being stationed in Okinawa, my alcohol and drug use escalated as I struggled to cope with something changing within me, though I couldn't fully understand it. After going AWOL briefly, I was demoted, but upon my honorable discharge, I struggled to maintain employment. I married my wife Patty in 1972, and we had two children, but my increasing aggression, substance abuse, and unstable job history took a toll. I sought to fill an emptiness in my spirit through alcohol, drugs, and affairs, but none of these satisfied me. Today, I understand that the void in my heart could only be filled by God, who has since restored my spirit. Read More Read Less