Why I Stayed
This is not a book about blind faith.
And it is not a book about leaving.
Why I Stayed is the quiet, honest story of a man who grew up inside one of the most insular Orthodox Jewish communities in the world-and chose to remain, not out of fear or habit, but out of clarity.
Raised in Williamsburg, Brooklyn, the author was once the model student: disciplined, curious, and destined for rabbinical leadership. He excelled in yeshiva, earned rabbinic credentials, and appeared-on paper-to be a communal success story.
But behind the success was a private journey.
A journey through doubt, unfiltered knowledge, science, history, and philosophy.
Through libraries and ancient texts.
Through questions that didn't disappear with slogans.
Through moments of pain, disillusionment, and intellectual collapse.
This book does not sensationalize that journey. It does not attack faith, nor does it romanticize rebellion. Instead, it explores what happens when a person sees too much to believe simply-yet too much to walk away.
At its core, this is a father's explanation to his children.
Not a defense.
Not an apology.
But a transparent answer to one enduring question:
After everything you know... why did you stay?
