What do you do when the wife you love more than yourself vanishes behind the fog of mental illness, trauma, or sin, and you are still here holding a covenant?
Most marriage books are written for couples sitting side by side. This one is written for the husband sitting alone. The man whose wife has walked away, shut down, ghosted, or simply cannot be present, but whose heart is still bound by the words, "Till death do us part."
In I Still Do, E. W. Chadwick does not write as an expert with a tidy testimony, but as a husband in the middle of the storm. He knows what it is to check his phone and see nothing. To hear "I love you" one day and silence the next. To advocate as next of kin while being treated like a stranger. To love like Christ loves His church, even when the church walks away.
This book is for believing husbands who feel abandoned, confused, angry, and yet still tied to their covenant. Men who are married to women battling mental illness, trauma, or deep spiritual warfare. Men who are wrestling with questions about divorce, remarriage, boundaries, and hope. Men who want to be faithful to Jesus when nothing about this feels fair.
With raw honesty, biblical truth, prayers, reflection questions, and a steady gaze on Christ, this book will help you learn how to stand, how to grieve, how to love, how to let go of control without letting go of covenant, and how to discover that God is not just saving your marriage story, He is sanctifying you.
This is not a book about how to get her back. It is a book about how to stay with God when she does not come back.
