Born to a distinguished military family, Loyd longed to experience war from the front line. After serving in the Gulf War he went to Bosnia as a war correspondent. There he became enmeshed in one of the most callous clashes on European soil. Addicted to the adrenaline of combat, when he returned home he found no more peace than in battle. And so began a longstanding battle against drug abuse. These harrowing accounts from the trenches show humanity at its worst and best. This is an uncompromising look at the terrifyingly seductive power of war.
About the Author :
Anthony Loyd is an award-winning foreign correspondent who has reported from numerous conflict zones including the Balkans, Afghanistan, Syria, Libya, Iraq and Chechnya. A former infantry officer, he left the British army after the First Gulf War and went to live in Bosnia, where he started reporting for The Times. My War Gone By, I Miss It So is his memoir of that conflict.
Review :
'Not since Michael Herr wrote Dispatches has any journalist written so persuasively about violence and its seductions in all of war's minutiae of awful detail... an account that demystifies war and the war reporter and strips them bare before the reader' Peter Beaumont, Observer
'An astonishing book... a raw, vivid and brutally honest account of his transition from thrill seeker to concerned reporter' Philip Jacobson, Daily Mail
'An extraordinary memoir of the Bosnian War... savage and mercilessly readable... deserves a place alongside George Orwell, James Cameron and Nicholas Tomalin. It is as good as war reporting gets. I have nowhere read a more vivid account of frontline fear and survival. Forget the strategic overview. All war is local. It is about the ditch in which the soldier crouches and the ground on which he fights and maybe dies. The same applies to the war reporter. Anthony Loyd has been there and knows it' Martin Bell, The Times
'A truly exceptional book, one of those rare moments in journalistic writing when you can sit back and realise that you are in the presence of somebody willing to take the supreme risk for a writer, of extending their inner self. I finished reading Anthony Loyd's account of his time in the Balkans and Chechnya only a few days ago and am still feeling the after-effects ... I read his story of war and addiction (to conflict and heroin) with a sense of gratitude for the honesty and courage on every page' Fergal Keane, Independent
'Undoubtedly the most powerful and immediate book to emerge from the Balkan horror of ethnic civil war... far more revealing and convincing than anything recounted to camera by visiting journalists and politicians' Antony Beevor, Daily Telegraph
'A brutal yet sensitive story which addresses both the nature of addiction and the experience of war. I was struck by Anthony's work and words, experiences, and for me his is an important voice and an important book' Tom Hardy
'Chilling... a true picture into the brutality of war and should be required reading for all those politicians who use phrases such as "collateral damage" and "surgical strikes"' John Nichol, Daily Express
'Both beautiful and disturbing' Wall Street Journal
'Part war memoir, part coming-of-age tale and part junkie diary, it's a raw account of the hypnotic lures of violence, heroin and danger' Carla Power, Newsweek
'Battlefield reportage does not get more up close, gruesome, and personal... The fear and confusion of battle are so vivid that in places, they rise like acrid smoke from the page' New York Times
'Magnificent... a stench of blood, excrement, mortar-fire, slivovitz and human bestiality emanates from these pages' Ben Shephard, Literary Review
